Another one… does something.
Posted by Erin on April 3, 2009
Undoubtedly, my life is running in circles. Weight up, weight down. Happy, sad. Content, restless. I’m certainly restless right now. I have no idea what I am going to do for the rest of my life and it is truly frightening.
Friendships are something else that wax and wane for me. I have the few honest, loyal friends, and then I have the ones who I think are loyal and honest, only to wake up one day to realize that they really don’t give two shits about anything I do, think, or say. The ones who forget to involve me in their plans, and only hang out with me when it’s convenient for them. It’s frustrating because part of me wants to believe that they don’t realize that they’re acting like snots, but part of me thinks that they really don’t care. I was raised to be considerate of others, and to never talk about plans in front of someone who wasn’t invited, but apparently not everyone got that speech when they were growing up.
The sad truth is that nothing is where I want it to be, and it looks like it will be ages before I can finally make something happen.
